Now, I knew going into this day that is was going to be a long one...but maybe it was hormones or maybe it was the fact that I had too much to do, I don't know, it just started out not so good. Anyone who knows me will understand the fact that missing a day at the gym is like missing a day taking a shower. It just doesn't happen...LOL. So, because of my long day, I had to be at the gym at 5 a.m. Yes, I'm insane. I was home in time to make a quick breakfast and run out the door, still in gym clothes, to take Hailey and Abby to the dentist. Hailey is great at the dentist, very brave and grown up. Abby, however, was ballistic, stressing all night about this event. The girls had cavities. In all of our moving around and lack of dental insurance, we haven't been up to date on our visits, so now we're all paying for it ;) Abby is very afraid of
anything new! We said a prayer before we left and told her with the laughing gas (those words alone freaked her out, even with lots of explaining), this would be a breeze. Well, for 15 minutes our wonderful dentist explained how he would help her feel happy with the laughing gas, that she would laugh and enjoy her movie and he would paint her teeth (NO SHOTS, she was assured), and it would be fast and painless. She sobbed and sobbed and wouldn't do it. Now, this is like worse than having your kids throw eggs in the grocery store, seriously, you'll never see those people in the grocery store again and you can go to a different store. It's no big deal, even tantrums in the grocery store weren't as bad as this. Abby is 8 and she is loud! She was not going to do it, NO MATTER WHAT! The dentist and I agreed she needs a pediatric dentist. My insurance doesn't cover much when it comes to pediatric dentists....
retarded! The second we went back in to have Hailey finish getting her 1 filling, Abby was still sobbing
loudly and saying she was sorry. You know, I'm sympathetic to the fact that the dentist is scary, really, I am! I hated the dentist growing up and we never had the option of laughing gas. I know it's scary but life is scary, we all have to muster bravery in order to just survive each day. Unfortunately Abby will not be eating candy at all for a while. Coming home to a messy house and 5 trillion loads of laundry and a grumpy hubby, cause the house is a mess and the kids aren't picking things up like they should, and I'm grumpy from dealing with a child who refused to get her teeth fixed and a huge upcoming bill for a new dentist, was just more than I could bare. It was officially not a good day.
Around 6:30 tonight Dan and I sat down with the kids to read Luke 2 and to watch
The Nativity and read a Christmas story or two, to sing songs, and pray together. The spirit is invited into our home for the first time today. I'm warmed by it and find myself so incredibly grateful for my sweet kids, no matter how messy, how loud, or stubborn or afraid. They are unique and individual and I couldn't ask for more!
8:30 or so...a knock, kids opening door and bringing a big sack full of gifts downstairs. It is full of presents for the children and envelopes for Dan and I. No note or name on the tag as to who it is from. This is such an unexpected, kind and wonderful gift. Whoever you are, THANK YOU! This is yet another reminder to me of what Christmas is about...
giving...and I have been given so much...words simply can't express.